I would not have chosen Susi as a first name. Nor Gott as a maiden name. Susi(e) is too little girlish, or too dumb blondish. Gott is mispronounced (most people say "Goat") and misspelled. (So is Seguret...most people say "Cigaret") But I have kept my name for the people who gave it to me, and my married name, although the marriage dissolved, because of my 3 children. Do I feel like a Susi? Not really. If I chose a name for myself it would be Grace. And that is a hard name to live up to. But I try. Every day, even if nobody calls me that...